There’s a ton of things I should be doing right now, but I just can’t seem to find the motivation. It’s cold rainy day and I don’t have to go to work, so it just feels natural to sit down on the couch and veg away the afternoon. The alternative, cleaning, studying & exercising, just doesn’t seem to be as much fun.
I’ve had a little success over the last three days – I’ve been working out and studying for the LSAT. BUT, on the flip-side, I did watch two movies last night and play poker online for more than a couple hours. Unfortunately, for me right now, both poker and movies have become the same type of escape as 360. So although it pains me to do this, for at least the next 11 days I’m going to try to stay away from both.
THE PLAN: Even though it’s going to be boring, and a little lonely, I’m going to force myself to create a To Do List. Everything I know I should do today, is going on the list, and I’m not going to stop until it’s all done. (BTW this is going to be a freakin’ looooong list) When it’s all done, then maybe I’ll allow myself some time on the couch.
April 27, 2008 at 2:47 pm
isn’t it obvious that you’re looking for “answer” outside of yourself? it’s NOT there …